pathetic...or not?

true say,

i'm afraid of my future

it's scary how we cant predict the future

it's scary how our surrounding,people around me and even myself would change

every night before sleep,it's scare me how i would face what awaits me for the next day

life is random and so do i but how can i be random if all around me is perfectly ordered?

am i pathetic if i wish how time would froze by and i would never grow older?

because becoming an adult is what scares me the most

it's not that i dont want to be responsible with my own life or afraid to face a new world...

it's just i dont want to lose my own happy world

well,i'm not making any sense and i know it

i always wonder why small kids are so eager to grow up to be an adult while me,always hope i will stay as a child forever and ever...

 i guess the answer is because they dont know what being an adult would be like

and how i still attached to my own childhood days that feels so short

but life must goes on...

and..

everything in this world is a game

thinking you lost if you give up in the middle you're stupid...

the one who lasts till the end enjoying the game is the winner...

that's probably the rule of this world...

really my english is not that good...just trying...

still,i dont to be an adult but i'm already one...

watching nobuta wo produce really knock my mind hard...

i feel like crying whenever i watch that dorama but yes,i cried actually..

true friends are so hard to find...so if you find one,treasure it whole-heartedly...

and just believe that we can survive no matter when or where we are if we believe in ourselves...

kelaka la pulak tapi rase best lak tulis kt sni...

the important thing is,dont ever give up your life no matter how hard and harsh it can be because there's always something good waiting for us at the end of our journey...